Lesley ([info]lateniteslesley) wrote,
@ 2009-02-28 02:33:00
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Current mood: cheerful
Current music:Black Ghosts - Full Moon

So we all know lj is for bitching about the grand injustices in your life when your friends don't care/need to listen. Fact. So contrary to that, I'm looking back through the years of what remains of my photos when I was in my truly "argh I have so much rage towards everything unjustly so" phase..and I'd just like to say that I've had awesome friends and memories. Like my photos from 2002-2006 crack me the hell up. I'm usually grateful about moving on, but I do miss such bonds with people and the adventures we had. Not to mention having a ridiculously ridiculous metabolism that rendered me thin and presumably in shape without exerting any effort whatsoever. Good times. Maybe it's that 'I don't give a fuck" mentality that made everything worthwhile? I need to revive photos soon.


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[info]ncender
2009-02-28 06:28 pm UTC (link)
Mm. I look back with nostalgic fondness for certain times in my life that, when lived, felt like total hell. I guess that's why it's a good idea to live in the moment and be thankful for what's around us. Though I'd be lying if I said that I've totally absorbed said lesson into practical usage, I do think that realizing that the "anger period" of one's life is past or passing is a good sign that progress has been made.

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[info]mere_over_there
2009-03-01 06:07 am UTC (link)
Ahh, yes...looking back on that stage of life. good times.
it sounds like you're going through a period of letting go of someone close to you, yes?

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[info]lateniteslesley
2009-03-02 09:07 am UTC (link)
Spot on! It's weird to explain thought, not like one specific person or thing. I mean, my longterm boy and I split up and moved out recently, so that's been fun letting go, but I mean also just in general, I've been thinking a lot about people and how they change over the years, and how I change, and how you feel that some things are so certain, such constants, but when they prove otherwise it really knocks the wind out of you. Wow what a ridiculously unspecific reply I gave there. In short, yes, the answer is yes.

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[info]mere_over_there
2009-03-03 08:31 am UTC (link)
i know exactly what you mean and i sort of feel you on the man thing. it's strange how sometimes just when you get set on a path, life takes some sharp turns. for me, i've come to realize that instead of dealing with those sharp turns, i developed bad habits. i've been letting go of bad habits and people that fall under that category as well.
i say all this to say you are not alone and to cheer you on.
hopefully my disjointed thoughts have made some sense.

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[info]rianbb
2009-03-03 09:52 am UTC (link)
the more you change the less you feel

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