Current mood:	awake
Current music:	Here We Go Magic - Tunnelvision

All you need is love?
I spend so much time being cynical, by character not by circumstance. I'm not a depressing person really, I always have a positive attitude despite my bitching. I constantly am in reminder of daily annoyances that I forget to embrace what makes me giggle. So alternatively, what do I love?

-I love washing and detailing my own car. I love how it makes me feel to be so attentive to something so many others find as a money-draining chore.

-I love Pasadena. This town continues to impress me in so many different ways. I love that I've been able to continuously enjoy living in the same place for (gasp) almost two years.

-I love my kitteh and how she always knows when I'm sick or down and comes and sleeps on my chest. I also love how she meows every time I sneeze, even when she's sound asleep.

-I love not having homework and being completely free after I get home from work. I have free time! I can hang out with the friends I forgot I had! Amazing!

-I love how I still somehow have stayed in touch with a lot of old friends despite being thousands of miles away and seeing them a handful of times in years.

-I love business attire. Call me crazy but dressing in a suit actually thrills me.

-I love having a gym in my apartment that has all the paid channels I'm too cheap to buy.

-I love how I'm going to the NINJA tour. Ahh Trent and Dave Navarro, it's been way too long!

-I love cheese. I'm an old Jewish grandmother when it comes to discounts and coupons and saving every buck possible at the store, but the one thing where price is no object is imported cheese.

-I love martinis. I love making martinis. I love that others love my martinis, because they are, in fact, awesome.

-I love that 25 is two weeks away. Discounted insurance and rental car capabilities, here I come.

-I love rollerblading around town when it's warm at night.

-I love living with a fun roommate who brings loads of fun, tasty JPL guy friends over to our place for hookah magic.

-I REALLY love the Edison in downtown. 35 cent martinis/free grilled cheese and soup/flapper waitresses/1920s architecture? I need to convince the bar to let me live there.

-I love my music collection and love when at parties (though rare it is) they play my kinda tunes instead of top 40s bullshit or rap.

-I love how slowly, I'm regaining all the fun that's been stripped of my life. Between drama, school and an emotionally draining, isolating relationship, it's great to know that it's possible to be mature and fun-loving at the same time. Much like how life was at 21, but without all the depression and self-destruction.

-I love not knowing what the future holds because I know I'll look back in 5 years, much as I do now, and think "damn I had no idea..."

-I do not love how I teeter on the verge of being an insomniac. What, I couldn't end on a positive note, that'd just be too much to ask of me.